Friday, March 12, 2010

Friday Night

Today, its one on those Friday nights when i am sitting alone in front of my laptop and thinking about my future, life ahead and what exactly i wanted to do ?
Read my last post, been more than a year old. I am asking questions to myself - what did i do in the last whole year ? Did i work really hard or was i too busy? What exactly did i do ??

And I am not able to recollect myself...where were i ? and where the hell wasted my life ?
Answer is plain simple - time wasted in doing nothing.

I keep wondering - is this what life is all about ??

When we used to be in schools, colleges, we used to make plans about doing something meaningful in life but as times passes by, we keep forgetting all those plans. We get used to living life as it comes and it means making compromises and just doing nothing to change the things in and around ourselves.

In pensive mood and feels like writing so many things here. I don't know who will read this (if any) but really want some one who can understand the feeling behind writing these. Someone who can understand me and really inspire me, - so that i can go after my goals and work hard towards what i really wants from my life. Someone who has faith in me and in my dreams .

I should put a halt here otherwise I will keep on writing the whole night.
But, being too reserve about my personal life, I do not want to share too much , so leaving this half way......

Note: I don't know but I am not comfortable in disclosing too much about my life....seriously wants someone to share all my thoughts without any inhibitions..!!
Is this the time to settle down and to have a "life-partner" ...?